This seems like a pretentious thing to say, but I can’t tell. In my head I think everything I say is either dumb or pretentious and dumb.
When I was in high school, I don’t think I was pretentious, but sometimes I would write things—like poems…
I spent a long time last night learning an Elliott Smith song with someone. She played piano and I played guitar. We both sang and were drunk. I like Elliott Smith a lot. And I think he killed himself. Like, some people think it’s a conspiracy—that his girlfriend killed him, but I don’t. I think he was sad and he killed himself and Kurt Cobain too.
I think this thing I am doing is probably an annoying thing to do, but I don’t care because it’s 3:49 a.m. and I am drunk and if I’m drunk I don’t care. I eat babies for lunch when I’m drunk. I stomp on pianists’ fingers for dinner when I’m drunk. Burn down cities and shit. Being drunk is cool.
I have a keyboard on my lap and I want a cat. But I’m allergic.
Wish I knew how to do the thing that’s like a response to a response because of this one:
crusaderadolescent replied to your post: I’m going to write…
Was going to inform you that this string of posts was enthralling
but I don’t think it would be fair to settle on thus, because, while it’s true
I’ve gone out since reading them, I bought JUICE BOXES for everyone.
I wish I had some of that JUICE.
Look how many notes I’m getting. I’m drowning in notes!
NO this is SAND!. I’m DROWNING IN SAND
and WHISKEY. HAHAHA I LOVE IT.
The word “enthrall” makes me think “being turned into a tree”.
I haven’t watched TV on purpose in a couple years. I’m not trying to brag, but TV SUCKS. TV is like depression medicine that makes you depressed. Some people like and that’s cool, but seriously, that’s not cool. Watch YOUTUBE. But anyway, I decided to watch a TV show tomorrow and I set an alarm so I can maybe wake up and watch it. We’ll see. Anyway, the reason I’ve changed my mind is that they turned a podcast I like into a TV show. And now that I’ve said all that, I’m thinking of the most violent way I can kill myself. I’m thinking about running myself over while I’m on fire. But I’m open to suggestions.
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